Days in class is a little better.
Been occupying my mind with my studies.
Feel tat I've reborn and become a bookworm! @_@
** if he know how to play piano,
Will you go back to him?
I do not have confidence even though I know how to play instruments too. Because when i see it,
My heart feel like i'm losing you.
Will you go back to him even if he can play the piano?
honestly tell me?
I can take in de.
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and felt sad about zq
ppl wanna wake him up,
but end up he angry..
don't care lor..
but i use paper ball to throw him..
like tat also angry -.-
next time don't wan di siao ppl le..
baby now working :/
miss you so much!!!
wan see fast fast >.
you barely text me.
didn't accompany text me till i reach home.
how much do i mean to you?!
you say, nvm, i use to it.
it makes me feel you're sick and tired with this cup of coffee.
you begin not to care about me!
you said you're almost done.
and den say you're bathing.
den what were you doing?!
people miss your text can't i?!
what is this?!
damn dulan lah!!!
but whatever people say you believe.
den i wonder why should i even say?
i really dono lah!
feel so fucked up also.
and now got a fucking guy stalking!
and your mum never do anything?
wild thots are running through my bloody mind! GRRRR!~
UNSAVE UNSAVE UNSAVE!!!
den dad ask me about me.
but i didn't say.
because i don't feel like.
and maybe do not know how or what to say?
went back school.
meet baby and off home to bath and now at popo house (:
can't use during weekends and during the nights of weekdays.
because my bill went up so high for the 3months.
will i lose you?
just feel like crying,
packing my things,
and go your house to stay.
because not contacting you,
just make me feel so pain,
like you're gone.
this mood will never go away.
later maybe go down go find you.
just don't care about them..
i miss you a lot!
i dono how am i survive when my phone ain't with me :/
i just can't stop looking at you.
i don't wish because of this,
don't leave hao mah? :/
So feel like opening my room door,
Open the gate,
Take the lift,
Look down and say,
I'm here to be your stupid slave.
Look up and say,
I'm sorry that I failed you in life.
Forgive me for what I do not know what I'm doing.
And just look down and down.
Everything is over.
Sleeping forever and not waking up anymore.
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why am i treated this way?!
i feel so hurt!
is always my fault!
don't feel like being cared by anyone.
because end up,
we will gradually quarrel.
i do not know what i wan.
is all my fault.
i feel like hiding all the feelings in me.
just feel like going back to my old self,
and always keep that smile outside of me.
and just pretend that my life is like a bed of roses.
because i say le,
things will just fall apart.
so i guess,
pretending a smile outside of me,
is still the best.